September 2012
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totally abandoning this blog. I hate switching accounts and seeing my sad feelings. so if you guys havent followed my original blog you can.. if you want. —-> [CLICK]
guess, I’ll write my dreams there instead as well.
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If you do not smoke in waking life and dream that you are smoking, then it indicates that you are trying to shield yourself and others against your emotions. You have trouble letting others in. The dream may also be a metaphor for an addictive relationship or habit in your waking life.
To see a snake or be bitten by one in your dream signifies hidden fears and worries that are threatening you. ...
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It’s emotionally draining to commute to school and my desires of living somewhere up north has amplified. Im sick of this hell house. Im sick of this area. Im sick of the people I have to pass by while I walk to my house. Im sick of all this burden. Im sick of this routine. Im asking myself if this crap I have to deal with every day will ever end. I don’t belong here.
If only distance...
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To dream that you are drinking alcohol denotes that you are seeking either pleasure or escape.
To see your own family in your dream represents security, warmth and love. It could also symbolize bitterness, jealousy, or rivalry, depending on your relationship with your family. Alternatively, it could mean that you are overly dependent on your family, especially if the family members are in your...
August 2012
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Overall, Im really frustrated with everything right now. I go to school and feel extremely exhausted with my professors bull and then I’d have to go home and deal with more crap. It’s the same cycle in the past month or so.
I try to fix things but they only look down on me because Im just a baby to them that can’t understand current problems that are incurring even...
To see the beach in your dream symbolizes the meeting between your two states of mind. The sand is symbolic of the rational and mental processes while the water signifies the irrational, unsteady, and emotional aspects of yourself. It is a place of transition between the physical/material and the spiritual.
If you are kissing a close friend, then it represents your respect and adoration for your...
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Sometimes, I wonder why this is happening to us. We see others and we see ourselves. Comparison is inevitable. We lose.
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To dream that you are speaking in public indicates that you need to vocalize your feelings and thoughts. You need to communicate something important and/or urgent. Alternatively, the dream may highlight your fear and nervousness of speaking in public, especially if you have an upcoming speech to give. Consider the demeanor and behavior of the audience. Perhaps you are afraid of being scrutinized...
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To see a picture in your dream symbolizes a mental imprint that remains persistent in your mind. our actions are irreversible. There is no turning back in what you do. Also consider the pun on “picture this” or “seeing the big picture” in a situation. In particular, if the picture is in black and white picture, then it indicates that you need to consider opposing...
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What am I doing with my life right now?
July 2012
12 posts
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To see a naked person in your dream and you are disgusted by it represents some anxiety about discovering the naked truth about that person or situation. It may also foretell of an illicit love affair, a loss of prestige or some scandalous activity. On the other hand, if you are accepting of someone else’s nudity, then it implies that you can see right through them and their intentions. Or...
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To see a hotel in your dream signifies a new state of mind or a shift in personal identity. You are undergoing some sort of transition and need to move away from your old habits and old way of thinking. You need to temporarily escape from your daily life. Alternatively, the dream may imply a loss in your personal identity.
07.16.12
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To dream that you are embarrassed signifies hidden weaknesses, fears and lack of self-confidence. This dream also suggests of insecurities about your sexuality.
To dream of disapproval indicates that you are rejecting or ignoring some aspect of yourself. It may also represent your own feelings of self-worth and being accepted.
07.15.12
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07.12.12
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Today feels great in spite of having really low grades in my oral communication class. Didn’t expect that my profs this term have higher expectations than I thought. I will do better for sure! :)
Had my very first kill in Water Espionage!! :D Missed half my class but it was totally worth the kill. I was running, sweating, and confused in search of the guy I had to...
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Kat Tianzon was playing the guitar to me and she told me that the song came from Chowder (wtf). The song sounded great, in fact, I don’t think I’ve ever heard it before.
To see or play a guitar in your dream represents passion and emotion. It also relates to sexual connotations and may signal an erotic or sensual dream.
To hear harmonious and soothing music in your dream signifies...
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Normally, I was just strolling around at home until I entered the laundry room. Looking to my left side, I saw 2 dead bodies that were hung in plastic bags with blood dripping down indicating how fresh the kill was. I looked at the room across it, which was my grandmothers room, and she was looking at me as if I was next. I looked at the bathroom nearby and there was a girl, unrecognizable, who...
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07.08.12
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I understand why they’re being like this… I’m just really disappointed, sometimes. I need them in order for things to work out. I can’t do it without them.
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Appearance of helicopter in your dreams is suggestive of success in life may be at office or home. It generally signifies that the dreamer is going to get immense success in his life which is a result of his hard work. Similar to the helicopter structure which do not need any support of runway to reach the skies there are possibilities that the dreamer will reach a soaring high in his business or...
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07.03.12
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Gradually, it’s starting to occur to me how beautiful life is. No matter what obstacles that would come in your way, you can overcome it and it can lead you to new opportunities. You hold the choice weather to take up on that chance and partake on a new journey of frustrations and joy. Either way, experience will be there and your first of anything is the most...
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07.01.12
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Last friday, when Bea gave her talk on fears and hopes, I actually pictured myself in the future and whats coming for me. Im afraid. Im afraid of regretting of being scared right now and not doing the things I’ve always dreamed of doing. Especially now, that its the “prime” of my life (or whatever), I need to be out there doing something. I need to expose...
June 2012
9 posts
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These object I obtained were apparently “cursed”. If I kept these things, consequences would arise. I went to the back yard and I saw Zhiela carrying all her shirts. She had 23 in total and some of the shirts were seen in the real life. We both burned our things. No regrets.
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At first, there were unfamiliar faces surrounding me. It was outside, cold and dark. I was wearing a jacket and it looked like it was about to rain (or snow). It was a chilly weather and these people were handing me a cigarette stick and they were persuading me that it will help me keep warm. I took it and puffed a smoke or two (or three or four or…) I walked around and the place...
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I need to dream
please let me dream tonight
May 2012
6 posts
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It started out in one of those runs that people were required to join in. I was running and I happen to see a close friend of mine there. I told him that we should run together, but he was avoiding eye contact and, worse, he was really avoiding not to be with me. Obviously, rejection made me feel terrible and, worse, he ran with a group of strangers telling them that he needed to get away from...
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My dreams in the last couple of days have been...
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yo-fucking-lo
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next week is my last week of summer vaca ☀
Will try to make the most out of it. Kinda nervous to go back to school. Soooo not used to socializing to new people.
Make a fort with Bianx and Jess
Draw draw draw
Paint on my blank canvas
Finish reading a book
Output of the special project I’ve been working on half the summer
Give the damn thing and hope for the best. (expecting for the worst, as well)
and try will not worry.
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Documentation purposes. Don't read, it's kinda...
It’s the first time I dreamt of something in a while. Whenever I sleep too late, I don’t dream. That’s why I haven’t been posting in a while. I dreamt in my 2 hour nap though. (I’ll be using weird code names in hopes of remembering these people)
It started out with my sister and I entering either StoutL’s or IamImmortal’s house. This house was absolutely...
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April 2012
11 posts
my reblog blog. follow me. →
Im working on a project present for a friend.. kinda excited to finish it…
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To dream that you are dancing signifies freedom from any constraints and restrictions. Your life is in balance and in harmony. Dancing also represents frivolity, happiness, gracefulness, sensuality and sexual desires. You need to incorporate these qualities in your waking life.
04.24.12
I’ve been having recurring dreams of E in the last couple of days. Every time Im in a different setting, he always has to be there being the extra in my dream. Never the important character, always the extra.
04.18.12
A couple of nights ago, I dreamt of the perfect sunset. Everything the light touched was just magic. There was a long bridge and Mia and I were biking happily. I was upset when I realized it never happened in real life.
To see the sunset in your dream indicates the end of a cycle or condition. It is a period of rest, contemplation and evaluation.
To dream that you are riding a bicycle signifies...
2 words for my finals:
Fuck. It.
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Dreams in bullet form:
My prof in Philoma raided my house and totally ignored my threats of calling the police
This friend of mine went to my house and he was questioning my actions.. as if there was a part of my past I can’t get over and he can’t accept.
Sir Libao gave me a cigarette stick to smoke. I smoked with him.. and I started asking him why I can’t feel the smoke in my...
